Was reading through my friend's blogs and found most of them depressing. Then I look around my other friends and they are facing this depression issue too. Sigh... I wish I could make people happier and keep them happy. There are my friends who are really happy, and I'm glad for them. But how I wish they could rub some of it off on those other friends of mine who are sad. I have already started to feel that it'll be pointless for me to find a girl who could like me as I am. Yes, "I am a nice guy", yes, "I am oh so sensitive", but in the end, does it even matter? Ah, heck it. So what if I can only be treated and more valued as a good friend? Isn't it better to make my friends smile? So what if people can gain reassurance that I appear more stoned than them? So what if I might be troubled so that people can be more light hearted? Just wish that happiness could come upon my friends, and it could stay that way.