lonely disappearance

Standing out and standing there,
no difference it makes anywhere,
from whence I stand or otherwise.
Light shines now with one shadow found,
none seen for others,
with that implications so profound.

Darkness comes with a chill,
sleep so difficult without the pill,
hark what noise I now hear,
shape shifters in my mind.
Away from here, away from here,
run, i wish, to far and beyond.

Learnt a skill,
to fade to back;
Excel at this I know,
as I am now about to do,
bat not an eyelid at this,
turn not a head,
and till the next time, anon.