how now brown cow

oh my, wat have I done now
I know not what to do
I know not how to do
I know not why I do

stupid stupid stupid...

stop, turn, leave... I wish to drop all things and do this

retreat, regroup, rethink... is this even necessary?
won't it jus be for a lost cause?
tail between legs I run,
afraid of what I dunno
faced with adversity I shrink
thoughts of failure befall me

But despite all these one thing is clear
I am a slacker, and I'd rather ignore than to run or face the foe
then with all these whines what have I to say or do...
in my tired stupour, I can only murmur,
How now brown cow?
How indeed....