The number game

Is it just mE?
the thinGs i think about,
they waste my timE,
oR do they?

All that fills my mind,
are thoughts of 325687194
and that Doesn't help at all,
because its mentalLy draining.

what should i do theN?
to try with failure in sight,
is still better than not trying at all.
i should just forget the numbers,
and concentrate on others.
can i?