Crammed days or boring days

Yoz, dunno if its boring or packed... My days I mean... It's either absolutely nuthin to do that I have to replay some of my games, or they are so packed I dunno what to do. Like those 3 days of diving, I left the house at 7+ and came back at 10+... and yesterday and today, I can just stay into nothingness for like eternity. Then for later today, I need to go do some church decorations, followed by 'shopping' for a new guitar, cousin's house warming, then my friend's chalet at night... Wah! Like suddenly so packed again. I'd rather the things to be spread out so that I can slowly do my stuff as well. But, well, I shouldn't be complaining so much. Better to have something to do than nuthin at all. Also, on days that I have nuthin to do, I should enjoy it cos it's gonna be really busy next year. Just now Ah Wen asked if I wanted to be a TA, and I dun mind... although there's a high chance I might jus die cos it'll be real hectic. Mus stop all distractions by then. That's why, now I'm considering if I really want to continue with chasing the girl... It's really taking back-seat right now. And I seriously doubt if it can still work out. I should jus bang my head against the wall to forget everythin I ever felt for her. I'll be faster that way. * sigh *
Well, its gonna be a long day, so I better get some sleep. Chow ya?