be gone minus

What would you do, when you despair,
when things don't go your way,
when you won't know how you'd fare,
when the future looks so gray...

I can't see past my nose,
and I don't know what I want,
acting out as if striking a pose,
when I'm as useless as a plant...

What am I saying, I know not,
aimlessly living my dreary existence,
I only know that I feel distraught,
sigh negativity keep your distance.