My world - as I see it

Mainly used to showcase my art pieces now if they can be called such

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Came back from Sports camp last night. Most people would question why I went there, why I am so onz... Like my conversation with Andrea:
Me: "Hey, I'm in school already, where are you?"
Andrea: "SR 2... Actually, why are you here?"
Me: "huh? to pass you your shower foam lor."
Andrea: "Oh, you mean you don't have any other agenda?"
Agenda? Agenda? Hmmm, do you need an agenda to do something? That word makes everything so robotic or selfish. *sniff, am I that sort of person?
Well, I was originally asked to help, but I declined because I was supposed to work during this week. However, I was so bored at work on Monday that I quit and I went down to school. Originally planned to help out in land games and stay till Tues afternoon before going home to bathe and change and go for usher training. Who knew, I ended up being in wet games (water polo) so obviously I was wet, and I didn't have a change of clothes! Or a towel for that matter... so well, back to uncivilised army measures to ensure that I was clean and ready to go for my training (no details here, for the benefit for the faint of heart, haha).
Well, sports camp was fun fun fun! I seriously dun mind doin this again next year. Met new people, some of which I have never seen before. Met a freshie who remembered me from Run 2, how nice. But hmmm, think she forgot to contact me via msn though, darn...
Well, back to civilian life for a while before going back for Biz camp next week. Haha, tiring tiring.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

random

Hmmm, how should I start? Let's see... I went back for orientation camp run 2 as a helper. It was much better this round, firstly because the freedom we get as a helper is much better, secondly because the people are generally better. The freshies this round are happier and friendlier. Got to know a few new people, and some of them are those I have wanted to know like Elizabeth, and Denise, and I got to know people like Mabel and Steph more... Oops, I just realised they are all girls! Darn, can't clear the slate there. Hee...
Basically, this one week has been "filled with girls" basically because I was involved with the freshies twice. When I went for the Fides retreat, I got to know a few more people and these girls also came for run 2 thus now I know more people. Let me reinstate, people! Means both girls AND guys. I know many people will be asking about that so must use disclaimer. It was generally a great week.

~ it's so irritating to be misunderstood. I like you? Dun kid urself. I like her? Are u alright? I like her too? Go wash your tongue. I act like I am wiser? Huh? I seem to be an MCP? Are u sure? Sigh~

Sunday, July 17, 2005


thanx to dear ZX to paint my room with me Posted by Picasa


the end wall Posted by Picasa


here are my beloved toys Posted by Picasa


my original wall Posted by Picasa

FOC

Yea yea! I'm Free Of Charge!!! Haha, nah, just came back from Freshman Orientation Camp lah, although I did so like on Thurs. Sorry for the belated entry guys! I was busy mah. See, those are the pics of my wall, nice right? Everyone say "nice!" haha!
-Sunday-
Yea, so that was what I was doing on Sunday, painting, with ZX, thanks dear! Then I had dinner with my freshies at Marche, then coffee with them again. Sigh my freshies said they felt shortchanged! Cos I sounded enthu over the phone and over sms, and I looked stoned that night... wah lau, so sad right, then they said I looked sian during the camp too. Sigh, I need to get a face lift, to "lift my smile" haha, how lame... Then I met Nat for supper, haha, yes yes, she "feels fat" wonder why...
-Monday-
Had ZX over again to help me draw on the wall now. Ok, I drew, she helped me fill in the colours, but she was real great help. Then I proceeded for dinner with BC, welcome back from Canada dude. Then well, it was prep for camp, nuthin much.
-Tuesday-
Camp camp camp! Haha, it was a small group for me lah, thank God, otherwise I would have died. But it rained, and rained and rained! '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''', ok u get the drift. Anyway, it cleared up enough in the afternoon for us to do some water sports like dragon boating, canoeing, and bridging. I must say, my steering sucks! Kept directing the boat towards the bank. Then at night, there was a night walk. We wanted to scare the freshies, but it was too friggin bright! Some stupid golf course lah, darn! Then right, the good part came. We didn't need to sleep in tents! Haha, cos the campsite was like all bogged and water logged, so we had to sleep at the main tentage, how good right! Real good sleep sia.
-Wednesday-
2nd day of camp was welcomed with open arms and a bright day, bringing upon us a cheerful disposition. The games were good, albeit a tad messy, but was fun overall. Then came the walk to CDANs, where the dreaded committee members were dwelling, lurkin in the dark shadows, under the disguise of the 'committee for the students, by the students'... here came CO and RSM! Bah, dreadful people I tell you, coupled with the whining, touchy idiot excuse of a male... Nvm, them, at least it did not rain that night lest we be left swimming in the pitiful excuse of a tent with its leaking roofs. There was night cooking, open fire concept, but I didn't eat that, nvm about it though, I wasn't hungry... Was pissed full on RSM's ridiculous demands for clean mess tins... bah!
-Thursday-
Last day of camp! Yea! Ok lah, not that it was THAT bad, but well, anticipation is always good right? The activities this time were more enriching, I hope, for the freshies. The rope elements were a let down since so little people participated in view of the little time we were given. The fianle game fell flat on its face, and the freshies left the place with puzzled faces and bewilderment of the childish concepts and how it was even agreed upon by the school in the first place. Proceeded to dinner with the facils at Crystal Jade, although I was invited to dinner with the freshies. I was afraid that I failed my job to bond with them, but they warmed my hearts by telling me not to worry and that I was a good facil and stuff like that. I "love them to bits" as my fellow female friends might occasionally gush. Went home, but home was so near, yet so far. I slept in the bus from the interchange, went past my house, and went back to the interchange! How loser right? Then I nearly missed it again on my way back home, AGAIN. Konked out on my bed immediately went I saw my pillow.
-Friday-
Woke up real early, wonder why too... then stoned in front of the com ( as usual right?). Then I got Anna out for lunch although it was at 3 and only I ate. Then we had a small snack from the food fair at Taka, before having the Triple A La Mode at Coffee Club Ex. Then had a swim at home with A before Supper with good ole Nat and Ray. Haha, maximise the use of the car whilst my parents were away ( they are back btw).
-Saturday & Sunday-
Nothing much, basically mentoring followed by church and stuff like that. My family's back now! The house is noisier, a welcome change. Well, thats it for now. Nah, alol you people, this is a normal post right.

Friday, July 15, 2005

hellohello. hear ye speak.

dear everyone,

this is shawn II speaking. shawn de clone. i just finished a night of swimming, and weirdly, i am not feeling tired at all.

as i type, i'm also concurrently reading one of my manga comics. i love manga! hee hee.

let me tell you guys a thing or two about shawn I . so lend me your ears.

shawn I (aka the real shawn) is mr-nice-guy. -- i am not.

shawn I feels cold easily. -- i do not. (simply because i've got higher percentage of body fats)

shawn I drives. -- i do not.

shawn I is on the phone now. -- i am not! (why are you so popular?? i have nobody calling me *pouts*)


okay. i've had enough of ranting. i'm going home now. and i'm getting shawn I to send me back.

Till then, this is Shawn II signing off. churrah!





disclaimer: i know you don't really get this post. neither do i. neither does shawn I. well, it doesn't matter.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Thoughts

I,
a single letter which brings out the self-centeredness of mankind.
Trust,
something so difficult to find,
so difficult to give.
Love,
a word so commonly used yet so commonly misunderstood.
You,
who? The very someone whom to love and trust?
Nah, I think not.

~p.s, no Jo, not that I dun write normally anymore, but rather life has been so mundane that there really isn't anything worth updating.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Reputations

Reputations are dangerous things,
they have the ability to make and break us,
although they are results of what we do,
but still it can be blown out of proportion.
When u find that people have heard of u before they see u,
it means that u have gained a reputation,
be it bad or good, who knows,
only know that others like to blow things up,
such that ur reputation grows larger than u.
People are cruel creatures,
taking what they want,
and leaving the dirt for others... how sad...